merak's ramblings

The CuTest ThinG

2010-08-27T11:17:00.000-07:00

rite now, i'm playink fesbuk n burnink songs into cd wif razeyn sleepink by my side. setiap 5minit misti nk pndang diye. realy, i hv never been so into someone or sumtink like dis before, hehe..sakit ati dzuri kalo bace nih;p

today mark his 3rd month, rite on da 27th, eh ke now da 28th? ah ntah la blur suda. my sis call him da giant baby. he is gettink bigger nowadays, outgrowing all of his clothes. hehe..mumy kene beli new clothes for him. wic size? 6-9 mths? 9-12? keke..

keep on growing n be healthy ok baby?

i love it wen u borak2 wimme in ur baby language..

pastu berusaha sgat2 nk tiru mummy's sounds..hehe..

ur tiny tp mulot chatterbox abis..

azeyn sihat2 k? b a strong, good boy..

n keras kan kepale azeyn tu lg..

biar mumy leh dukong tapayah support kepale..

pastu salu2 gv me ur bruce willis smile..

n show mumy ur dimple evriday k?

it makes my day.

love you baby.

StaCy

2010-08-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

Ramai org xsuke stacy..kate die cm baju seksi la n all..but i tink she's da best performer malaysia ade ok. coz she can sing n dance at da sm time..slalu pnyanyi msia bile nyanyi misti brenti menari..tepape kn post boud stacy. tnampk die kt ad tdiy..tu yg terpikir;p

MingGu yG GiLe Dan PadaT

2010-08-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

1. razen kena inject, n dzuri tade kat jb so kene terkedek2 bwak sndri. dgan makeshift rocker yg dijadikan car seat, gare2 car seat bb tetingal kt pj. care membuat carseat dpd rocker ialah, alas dgn baldi dan tinggikan dgan bantal. keke..

2. ade kucing gemok plak tebolos dr atas bumbung smpai belubang ceiling bilek tido. tngu dzuri balek la br repair. meantime, tido dpn tv dlu. razen pon diangkut. takot je tido tepandang lubang itam.

3. bibik emo2 mintak gaji lebey. nk same dgn gaji bibik dlu. excuse me kakak, bibik dlu x tgk tv 24jam dan tido tebongkang dpan khalayak ramai. dan yg palink penting, bibik dlu knows how to make my favret cekodok.

4. keje checking kat office makin lame makin masin, lg2 dgn kehadiran warge2 singapura yg bingit. hari2 doa cepat skit pukul 4.30pm.

5. anta mama gi umrh n daddy gi germany. anta kt airport jela. mimpi dpat ikot..

6. bile mama dah pegi umrah, makin terkejar2 sebab daddy las minit packing dan shoppink dan pegi amik brg2 tetingal dkat umah auntie. hehe kalot la daddy ni. like daughter like father. byk kekalotan die 2day..antaranye, sesat cr jalan balik umah afta anta mama gi epot, belt nk pegi umrah hilank jd kene pegi mydin cr yg baru, buku umrah hilank jd kena gi umah auntie pinjam, sume las minit ni. nk pegi minum malam2 plak dgn auntie, kaki plak kena gout..hehe sian die..layan kan jela. comel pon ade kdg2

kesimpulannye, mingu yg penat tp puas sebab penuh. n atas pulangan sume ni, esok shopink bj raya kat melaka during da weekends! tah nape, dis year smangt plak nk raya kt melaka n pj both. mebe coz seb dah ade razen masen..he's gonna look so cute in his overalls ;-)

ThE StoRy BehinD His nAmE

2010-08-20T23:21:00.000-07:00

tajok kena bombastic,
dats a must.
hehe.

i had always wanted to name my son, mikhail.
tapi biasela, name2 malaikat ni kan,
org akn persoal kate xbaik letak nama malaikat,
y? i'm not so sure.
I guessed to me, since it is da name of malaikat,
den it must be a good name, rite?

in fact, during my pregnancy,
dzuri n i got so used to calling da baby inside my bump, mikhail,
we wud say dat we have bought u a baju, mikhail,
mainan mikhail, tabung mikhail n so on.
dzuri was also not so keen on da name, sebab tpengaruh dgn kate2 org tue2,
but i tink he pitied me so he let me take da name,
lame2 die pon sama suke.

but wen my son was born,
we discovered dat he was a bit different from other babies,
he was born with radial club-hand,
which is a rare birth deformity,
only satu dlm sejuta birth, or sratus ribu kot, lupe..
dats wat da doctors said.

so, we decided dat we wanted to give him a name with good meaning,
as a good kick-start for his life, cehh.

lame jugak la selak buku name2 tu,
wif me in tears coz i felt frustrated dat i nd to give up da name mikhail, but at da same time also wanting da best for my baby,
I chose da name ukail, coz it didn't sound too far from mikhail,
n it stated in da book dat it meant akal, cerdik,
but dzuri's sister said dat in arabic dialect it meant kurang cerdik instead,
n my daddy said dat it sounded like nama org sabah.

Finally, near hysterics, with dzuri trying to calm me down by my side,
i came upon da name razin,
wic is a name dat i have always liked,
i remember telling dzuri i wanted dat name,
dlm nada ugutan coz i felt dat evryone wanted to condemn da names dat i chose,
haha kelakar plak kenang2 balik.

dzuri changed da spelling to razeyn,
and we added ahmad at da front to match his name.

razeyn meant yg berakhlak, yg bersopan-santun,
and i hoped with da highest hope,
dat razeyn will grow up,
and be as good as the meaning of his name :)

BaBies aNd TheiR AntiCs

2010-08-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

i haven't blog for quite some time..
i don't hv da time to blog wen dzuri is arnd..
misti ade tempat nk kepo n jalan..
or if tade pon, he wil ask me to watch tv wif him..

now da hade razeyn,
huhee sorry bro, i hv a new playmate.
n now pon he spent most of his time workin in melaka,
leavink me n razeyn berdua je in jb.

ok bck to baby talk,
i used to hate da idea of breastfeedink,
seriously.

but now i knw why Allah cipta benda tu,
one of da many reasons la, otha den its nutricious for da bb n bla n bla,
i tink it is also so dat blurry moms like me feels like i'm doing sumtink gr8 for da baby,
n it makes me feel dat i am not so blurry bout babies afta all,
(walopun mmg blur sbenarnye)

in fact, during pantang, i breastfeed him all da time,
smpai razen masen da xbley nak get use to bottle-feeding.
Wen i go to work he needs to take formula-milk,
kena bertarung stengah jam ngn bibik baru la nak,
itupon teeny meeny je for a baby his age.

punye la suroh bibik tukar susu, tukar style pegang, dan segale,
rupe2nya puting bottle tu yg die xske,
terabur mumy n ayah gi mid cr puting,
smpai timbol cat-fight kt mothercare nk pilih puting razeyn nye pasl;p

las2 razeyn settled wif puting brand Mam,
n mummy ni pon dpatla knowledge baru pasl kewujudan byk jenis puting,
wide-necked, panjang, natural nipple,
if razeyn x mengamuk xsuke puting bottle,
mmg mimpi la mummy nk tau tu sume.

I haVe a Son! :-)

2010-08-20T20:33:00.000-07:00

cool x tajok toh?

bangun tido pon kdg2 stil x pecaye dat i hv a baby n i'm a mom..hehehe..but seriously, it is da coolest thing in da world..

nothing beats this feeling..

mcm complete and excited n worried n happy..

all rolled into one.

drpd org yg geli tgk yak baby, n org yg x rase newborns are cute,

tukar tros tu sumone yg akn stalker kt stiap stroller yg lalu,

n sengih2 tgk baby org..

tp of cos la, like every mom,

i still think my son is da cutest,

da most good-lookin one, and da most well behaved (walopun tak)

and my best part of da day is picking out clothes for him to wear,

choosink da mittens n booties yg match dgn baju die pkai harini.

and da second best part of da day is,

rushing bck home to see him afta a day at work,

itu yg smpai ade hampir ter tag-out pkul 530,

pdhal office hour abis pkul 6..hehe

malu dan stopid;p

nasib baik ade colleague yg panggil (thanx seb pgl kuat2 n bwat satu opis tau),

kalo x mmg dah selamat la caucincau pkul 530;p

all bcoz of u dear ahmad razeyn bin ahmad dzuhri,

playink in my head 247..

i love you my chubby lil boy ;)

CottON 'n' LineNs

2010-05-11T01:30:00.000-07:00

pimpim..

heh i thot of shutting da blog down or privating it. tp xpayahla. heheh..bukannye ade pape yg secret2 pon. i tink la. i want to put up some of my mum's cotton and linens ere. she's selling these kains now. and she's evn learning how to manage her own blog. hehe. sape kate org tua xboleh handle computers? one thing boud my mama, she has owiz been fast. both in learning new stuffs and bertindak. i hope nanti bila dah tua il b like her. stil fast n on track;p

neway here are some of her collections up for sale,
i only select the ones i like to post up here,
for more, click below to go her site,
http://www.1stchampcottonandlinen.blogspot.com/

looksie looksie okie!

Pink and Yellow Petal Prints, Japanese Cotton

V315, 4 metres, RM 110, imported from Japan

ComForTaBLe in SiLencE

2010-01-08T07:13:00.000-08:00

today we went for da 4D scan at da hospital (yeah 4D not 3D..i never knew it cn go up to 4)..n we finally get to knw da sex of da bb :)

doc says he's a boi..hehe..n he looked annoyed wen we asked him so many time whether he is sure..i tink by boud da 3rd time my hubby asked, he answered flatly,

"90% sure la..bla bla..btol sure ke x, itu hanye Allah yg tau. tp Die bg kite mate..takkan yg hitam tu kite nk kata putih plak..blabla.."

hehe..lucu la doc nih. Dzuri pon satu..tanye spoloh kali. da 4d scan made it worth da wait (frm 8 to 1030am okay)..n worth da 20 trips to da restroom to pee. i jez pray dat Allah will keep my baby safe n healthy..Amin ;)

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Durink our wait outside da doc's office, we sat wif dis couple. judgink by their way, i ges they'r newlyweds..

boy wer dey loud..n da way dey talk was like dey were on their 4th date or sumtink. excited n cm dibuat2. i cn listen to evry single detail. pasl fesbuk la, pasl kl, name2 kwn dan ahli kuarge..i mean, dey weren't like normal married couples who talked in a hushed whisper, or nudge, or smile genuinely n share private jokes. dey looked fake. ceh pandai je..but truly, dey sounded like me on my 3rd date, hyperexcited n too bubbly.

i didn't say netink to my hubby, wonderink silently boud da couple but suddenly he cuit me wif his feet. i looked up n saw him readink da newspaper but wif a silly smile plastered on his face. i knw he's smilink boud da same thing. n once da couple went inside da doc's room, he whisper-act, repeatink wat da couple was sayink earlier. haha..org dahla tgh tahan kencing.

sumtimes i see old, married couples n wondered how dey look so well.., married n together. i ges its actualy from da way dey talk with each otha n their body language. dey talk but i dun tink dey talk all da time, n not dat animatedly. its more on their body language n gestures to each otha. membebel lovingly, or sayink hrmph..umm..yelaaa.., or fite care comel2 ke, or jez beink quiet but stil look so together. i hope sumday we wil get to dat point of romanticness (ade ke word nih:p), cm atok cine dlm pisau cukor tuh ke..heh..atok2 tue gado comel2 ke..i like how Together it looks :)

weLcominK 2010!

2010-01-01T19:17:00.000-08:00

its been a slow start for da new year n kinda lonely for me..
as for my hubby beink busy wif his plant handover,
n my mama n daddy beink far away in pj,
my sis in uk..
my frens all back home in melawati n kl..

imagine welcoming new year in front of da tv,
watching tv3 n waitink for fireworks,
i wish my husband did not hv to work dat nite..sigh

but i ges all dis made me more excited for my baby's arrival mid next year (oops, dis year) and scared too, freaking scared but excited nevertheless :)

i wonder how it'l b wen da lil bumblebee arrives later on. even as for now, im feeling as if im struggling for breath to wait for the wikens to settle my stuffs, such as cleaning da house, sort my clothes n my hubby's, do da laundry, shop for groceries. I imagined it will b totally different once the baby arrives, it must b totally focused on her. or him, dat is..hehe

we'r going for da 3d scan later next week, to see whether its a him ir her :)
and i'm excited, and impatient outta my skin for dat..
evryone around me is hoping for a boy, i dunno y:p
but i dun mind if its a boy or a girl
as long as da baby's healthy :)

MuAL, PeninG dAn MunTaH

2009-11-21T18:41:00.000-08:00

urgh..bau ubat gegat is a no-no
ape2 bau bwg dan menumis pon no-no gak
bau lipas? lagila urgh..n da smell is strongest at tingkt 7 city square
really, bau pupcon wyg tu ade mix ngn bau lipas skit2

mkanan?
ape2 yg fevret dlu skan nk pndg pon pk 2kali..apetah lg bau..
lemak cili api udang, butter prwn, rendang n.smbilan
nandos, kfc, fish n chip secret recipe
macademia white choc..
argh sume tammo dh skang
lunchtime je pinink nk makn pe..
kalo kate tamo mkn nanti kene bebel ngn ofismates
bek makan je walopun muke cm nk pg perang

but i ges feelink all dis is worth it bile nmpak da baby bump grow
makin lame makin uncit (cmpor ngn uncit yg sedia hade)
n wif knowin dat later, btambh lg sorg teman idop
xboring lg bile dear hubby gi kije
i cnt imagine wats gona hapen later..
i nevr had da experience taking care of babies
i wnder if i cn b a gud mom like my mama
who cn provide love, gr8 fud, warmth, feelink of security n stil b fun at da same time

KnaPe PeMpuAn SkE waT sALaH mCm Tu?

2009-11-10T00:53:00.000-08:00

lately, listenink to my single frens stories makes me thankful dat iv oready met my mr.Right and got married. But it also got me thinking, one day if i have a daughter, how shud i guide n teach her to avoid da no-no guys so she doesn't gets hurt like my frens did? da datink games wil surely b more jungle-like durink her time, judgink frm wat my frens r complainink or cryink about now..

if i hv a son il tel him not to promise or give hope to any girls except for da one he wants to spend his life with

if i hv a daughter i gues il tel her not to biliv anytink a guy ever said, ever. n not to gv him her heart yet. not until he takes her to his mum n talks all da time boud marriage n asked to meet us, her parents. ok, dis is too much..i knw. sigh..

i got dis fren, who wakes her bf up evry single mornink, readialink n redialink to wake him up for clas. who in turn treats her like a sumtimes gf-sumtimes not. at times he acts sweet n caring towards her, and at times hes jez too busy to call n forget all bout her. they'v been wif each otha for years, n wen i asked her if he evr talked bout marriage, she said dey did but it was alwiz jez talk, n he wud joke boud it, "mayb in six years time..", "mayb kalo awk msk pinang sy..", "kalo ade jodoh ade."..all those kind of talk..

wenever she complained to me n my otha frens boud him, i made no point to hide da fact dat i dun like her guy. if he realy cared, he wud hv made it a point to at least listen to her wen shes upset, rite?

i mean, dis is one of da no-no guys..i wnder y sum gurls failed to see dis.

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i hv a list in my head on how to spot a No-No:

#1. dey dun care much boud ur feeling

sumtimes bfs wud do things dat hurt u, be it words or actions. But i tink its easy on how to diffrentiate on whther he realy did care boud u or not. If he really cared he wud work n go out of his way to apologize n have u put da tink behind u, until ur really ok, no matter how long it took to comfort u. Da NO-NOs wil probably throw in a few words (lies) to comfort u, n afta his patience is up, he wud jez ask a bit on whether ur ok or not n jez end da call, wif alasan such as he's tired n othas.

#2. dey don't appreciate much

like my fren's stories above, she wakes him up evriday without fail, beink realy caring. but wen she calls to tel him boud her bad day, her call doesn't get picked up, and afta he did pick up, he cuts her short sayink thers anotha call comink in and he'l call back later, TWICE. wic takes us bck to #1, he din realy care boud her feelinks.

#3. dey use, "kalau ada jodoh, adelah."

dis is wat a NO-NO usually says if sudenly want to get serious n talk boud marriage. it means dey'r not sure yet on wat/who dey want. but dey'r not lettink u go jez yet coz if dey din hapen to find wat/who dey want, dey hv u to fall back on. cruel rite? so, pls eliminate da NO-NOs n make it a better world for evryone.

#4. dey don't really coo, boo n cuddle you like otha couples did

sumtimes dey did say syg, cyg, and acts all carink n gooey-eyed, but its only sumtimes. likes he does it only wen hes in da mud, or like he has an on-off switch for it.

#5. he didn't realy claim dat hes taken

dis is a bit hard to spot coz u wudn't knw wat he does behind u. but sumtimes u can spot if he eyes ur pretty gurlfrens, or if u sudenly looked into his phone n find smses dat r a bit flirtyish.

#6. he doesn't like u going thru his hp or wallet

but dis might b kinda hard to realy see coz dey can jez clear their inboxes n wallets.

i hv a lot more in my head but i cant remember dem now. dis is da result of da list dat iv made wif my gfs and sis (a bit;p)..

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most of da gurls who r stuck wif these NO-NOs r usually too afraid to jez angkat kaki n leave da guy. probably coz they'r scared of making a mistake or wateva, but seriesly gurls shud hv more pride in themselves. dey need to tink of themselves as 'mahal', den guys won't step on them. of coz we shud b lembut n understanding as gurls, but i dun tink jez letting da bfs get their way all da time is lembut and understanding, its jez plain stupid.

NicE moNdaY oWait..

2009-10-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

dis is da worst day iv had afta da longest time..
wher cud my cat b? i hate dis..bukan senank nk jage die dr kecik n train her n make her feel like femly..org len senank2 je dtg n curik..shes my fren ol dis while im ere in jb far apart frm frens n femly..n wen dzuri goes to work. n she owiz come sit by my side wen im sad ovr sumtink

shes my marriage present :(
n she waits me at da gate evry single day wen i cm home frm work
i hope shes not stolen..
she cant lose her way..cats r too smart to do dat
i hate dis wonderink n waitink..

if shes stolen..den whoevr u are, mmg hati awk tu penuh ngn taik
curik la puas2..mmg pencurik org yg palink patot kene hukum skali dunie akherat
nyusahkn org je

MiSsinG HomE 'n' LiL BusY Bee

2009-10-09T18:35:00.000-07:00

its early mornink saturday n i kinda wish im at my parents' house rite now..i knw dat im ol grown up, married even, but i stil gets homsik. i miss waking up to good bfast smells, n waking up to find dat evryone had woken up n had busied themselvs, gone to pasar, watchin tv or arguing heh

most of all i guess i jez mis my mama
n my daddy
n adik
i pray dat one day we'l ol get to work n liveclose to each otha
i pray dat ol dis travelink araun wil b temporary
i gues wen i first settled ere i cud go bck anytime i want
wenevr i feel down
but its not so easy wen ur not single anymore
thers a lot of otha things dat needs to b thot of
ur not da only one makin decisions

*sigh*

i oso know v well dat ol dis soppy emotions is bcoz of lil' busy bee inside
v tiny but oready racking a lot of mischief ;p
i nevr knew dat i cud get soo hungry n sad n happy at da same time
jez writink boud it made me happier now
i ges il jez focus on u now to get my homsik thots outta my mind

MarAh niH..

2009-09-04T17:08:00.000-07:00

wen ppl tel u to stop contacting..u stop contacting
wats so hard wif dat?
urghhh

jez wen i stopped feelink pissed n feel guilty boud beink pissed at you
n start hoping for da besh for u
u hafta come bck into da picture
by textink and emailink..wish bufdey la, kunvo la, mimpi la
taske la mcm nih
y cnt u jez go :(

GuD REsTauRanTs..BaD ResTauRantS..

2009-08-29T17:50:00.000-07:00

my fav wil stil has to be TGI Fridays. jb branch, da curve branch..anywher it has nvr fail to excite me n offer super duper yummy fuds n gr8 service, alwiz. its my husband's favret too. da cheddar cheese mashed potatoes are OTT otey

n we love da nachos n buffy wings as well, n da steak, n da mocha mudpie..da list goes on

las month, we tried chilis for a change at midval. but wat we experienced made us vow not to evr go bck ther. wel, at least not to dat particular chilis branch.

i went wif my sister n hubby. so we ordered 3 drinks altogether. i ordered da refillable fruit juice (of coz in da intention to refill as many times as i like, and sharink it wif hubby n sis too)..who wud order refillable drinks jez to drink all of it on their own? but as i ask for a 3rd refill, the shift supervisor came up to our table. A stocky, mid-30s indian lady. She said, quite a matter-of-factly,

"do you knw dat if u order this drink, you can't give it to da others to drink too. it is okay for u to refill, but i just want to explain how da refill drink works (i knw how it works, obviously). it is written ther in da menu."

my face got tight n i said, "ok, but i am refilling for myself. can you pls refill it for me?"

"wow, you sure drink a lot." (n she mutters a few otha things to make it sound friendly but i forgot)

it doesn't matter. i already hate dat lady n midval chilis. dey shudnt do dat to a customer. we wil only spread bad words boud dem. i mean come on, tgi hv refills n we can only order 1 drink for two. dey wil nvr care. nandos have those bottomless drinks n once me n my friends ordered 1 drink to share for 4 (zaman budget dulu2), n dey never say anything. wer not da only ones, evrybody is doink da same. dats da thing dat brings ppl back

n to make it worse, all da while i refilled n drink afta dat (hubby n sis not darink to sip anymore), i noticed lady boss' eyes glancing our table frm time to time, checking if we shared. how uncomfortable n annoyink. dat realy is one stupid restaurant, i telya..we r never comink back. Ever.

To Go FoR a TrY oR nOT?

2009-08-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

as a result of all da boring days we'v spent for almost 2months now, my friends r talkin boud gettink a new job elsewher..sumwher we can actualy learn sumtink n put our brain to use..

i like wher i am now..i mean my office, no-pressure working enviromnt, no rushes n clammy hands for meetings, no stomach-knotting presentations..its difrent frm my previous job, wic is wat i alwiz wanted

but also, i am learnink not much frm ther, n da boredom is killing me..my mama said to try gov. i want to, but im afraid il get posted sumwher far like my fren, Shikin..i want to b close to my husband n femly at all time..yikess

StaGnaNT mOdE AnD PuaSa

2009-08-28T08:02:00.000-07:00

office has been dead borink lately..ther is no work at all
all i did was sit in front of da pc doink nothink da whole day

i read in RD dat if we sit without using our brain for a long period of time, da brain wil slowly deteriorate..im afraid of dat, so i picked up reading
in dis past 2weeks iv finished readink 3 novels
ironic rite? its not evn my favret pastime-thing to do

ramadhan is ere again
dis time araun i cant help tinkin of my femly
how i missed them teribbly
n how i realize wat my femly is to me
dey'r my life, i wonder how dey'r doing wifoud me hoggink all da food over ther

n eachtime ramadhan id alwiz felt a lil guilty to a couple of ppl
who iv hurt unintentionally durink ramadhan many years ago
dey'l nvr read dis but if dey do, i knw dey must knw dat its dem
sorry..ther must b somethink evn better in store for you
its jez a matter of time
it is all written to go dis way..for wat i knw, u both deserve da v best
bcoz ur da nicest of ppl, really
ther i got it off my chest heh

selamat menyambut ramadhan to all, and soon raya! ;)

THe 'MAGIC' SOnG

2009-08-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

Once me n my roomate Suzie made a pact,
it was durink early Uni days wen we babbled boud our future
i rmember it all v clearly..she asked me, how do we knw dat da guy we'r dating is our true love? da one we'r supposed to marry?

afta few exchange of facts n thots on how to knw he's da ONE, i came up wif dis idea, my resolution. i said to her dat my idea is illogical n fairytale-ish. She said she'd go along wif it anyway.

So i told her dat we wud each pick a Magic song, a secret song dat nobody cn knw about. N later as we go on wif our lives, if we come across any guy who cn guess our Magic songs, on wateva situation watsoever, dat is our Mr. Right, our da ONE.

my song was 'Savage Grden - I knew I Loved u'. i jez pickd it out of da blu, it wasn't evn dat popular at da time, in 2003. i heard it during sekolah menengh years ago. i cnt rmember wat Suzie's song was.

So, time passed n we din tink much of our silly, 'Magic' pact. At da time i was jez friends wif my husbnd, who'd courted me since day 1 at orientation, i knw he liked me but i told him i jez wantd to stay frens. During da years we became super close frens ot TTM id call it. teman tapi mesra.

One night, like any otha night, we were gabbing away on da fon n he asked me on who/wat kinda guy i'd like to marry one day. I told him boud me n Suzie's magic pact. He laughed n chidded me boud it. He said dat it was a stupid pact n made fun of it.

"main2 je..bukan serious pon", i said.
He poked fun evn more, n den smirked ovr da fon, "lagu ko ape? ni?" n started to sing da Savage Garden song, my 'Magic' song in a realy silly, mocking tone.

i rmember my reaction was a gasp,bulatkan mata n den blurted in an excited, unbelievable rush, dat dat was THE song. He got silent. n We din't talk for a few second. N den i rmember him saying,

"chemistry."

n ther was a series of events afta dat wher i pressed him ovr n ovr again on how he knew wat my 'Magic' song were, whether did he ask Suzie. He said nope, it was a genuine guess. He said he din evn try to guess. To me, it truly is our Magic song, my all-time favret magical moment ;)

ReAD Dis BouD MicHaEL JAcKSoN..

2009-07-18T19:17:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson (MJ) was known as the most loving person in the world. He gave up most of his assets for charity and all his life, he fought for equality of the African Americans, AIDS victims, Against Drug Abuse, Against Abortion, Against Child Labor and secretly channelled his properties for the hungry children of the world. However, he wasn't peace at heart. He always think of himself as a child trapped inside a man's body. Being Peter Pan is all his dream, never to grow up, forever a child. That inspires him to build Neverland - a heaven for children. Children of all ages and races are welcomed to Neverland. MJ had so much love to give.

However, he made a mistake which he didn't know of the consequences. He saw the peaceful life his brother, Jermaine (Muhammad Abdul Aziz) had as a Muslim - true, Jermaine faced so much pressure that he moved to Bahrain .

In 1989, MJ made a press conference which shocked the world, "I have seen the Islam in the life of my brother, I have read the books about Islam. And I'd love to someday feel the calmness and peace of Islam...."

Since that, MJ's life was never the same again.
He was accused of so many accusations against child molestation. MJ was not someone who can deal with much pressure as he is a 'delicate child'. All the extortion and black mail followed after that. Everything he did was being seen as wrong in the eyes of the Media. All these are to influence his fans to hate MJ. If he is hated, then he would not be influencial anymore.

For several years, he stayed in England . Getting motivation from a long time friend, Cat Stevens, who had converted into Islam - named Yusuf Islam. From him, MJ learnt how Yusuf had survived being Muslim. He made friends with a song writer, Zain Bhikha too, who wrote a song titled, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH", which he wanted MJ to sing whenever he is ready.

Following his trial, MJ withdrew to Bahrain , where he was the special guest of sheik Abdullah bin Hamad Al Khalifa, the son of Bahrain 's king. It was then that Michael began to give conversion more "serious thought."
MJ stayed in Bahrain for approximately 3 years. He studied Islam, the prayers and learn to read the Koran (al-Quran).

Finally, he came back to Los Angeles and in November 2008 MJ had formally converted to Islam in a ceremony at a close friend's house in Los Angeles .
He perform Haj with the King of Bahrain and son on December 2008.

He had a hidden agenda when he wanted to make a final comeback. He annouced in a press conference on March 2009, "This will be my final concert. I'll see you all in July...."

He planned that during his concert, he would announce that this is the FINAL concert as he wouldn't be performing anymore. He will declare that he is a Muslim and will only sing with Yusuf Islam and Friends.
At the end of the concert, he will be singing the song, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH" with Yusuf Islam. That is the reason why he chose London as his final concert venue instead of the USA . It was because he thought he could escape the USA 's extortion, and that he could perform with yusuf Islam who is in England .

At 12.30am, 25th June 2009, he hugged his production manager and said, "After reherasing for 2 months, I am finally ready for the concert..."
Before leaving to sleep, he waved his dancers, "It was a good night everyone. I'll see you all tomorrow..."
The next thing... He was pronouced dead at 2.26am....

When 911 was called, there are so much questions asked. It is as if they didn't know who MJ is and where he lived. The questions asked are more towards to delay time.
The hospital said the autopsy result can only be obtained after 2 months - very illogical as even the worst African technology could obtain the result in less than 2 weeks.

MJ's family members opt for second private autopsy as they started to feel something fishy is going on. The result came out in about 4 days - MJ was drugged with high dosage of anaesthetic - drug that brings about a reversible loss of consciousness, if used to much could stop the heart from beating.

Another result which was not aired in the media was, MJ's stomach is empty of this drug, but his blood were filled with it - same case as the death of Marilyn Monroe.
The private doctors also found many needle marks, afraid to be forced injections given to MJ on his bed.

In CNN Live after a week, Barack Obama was interviewed. And he said, "I love MJ, I grew up listening to his songs. It is a great loss, but rest assured that there is no conspiracy in his death..."
Now, why must a President made such statement before the official autopsy result came out? How would he know that there is no conspiracy without the post-mortem result? Seems like someone is afraid of his shadows.

MJ was known to the world as a person who is against drug abuse. Why must he be addicted to drug, then? If he wanted to commit suicide, why rehearse for his concert? And why will he want to see his dancers the next day?

Enough about his death. I am sure people around the world is not stupid anymore. These supreme power can fool us during the Marilyn Monroe conspiracy, Martin Luther King and Princess Diana. But in this MJ's case, they left too many loopholes for those who think...!!

MJ left us with this unfinished studio-recorded song, GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH. You can download this song here: http://www.filefactory.com/file/ahb80ff/n/Micheal_Jackson_-_Give_Thanks_To_Allah_mp3

MJ's family was about to give him a Muslim burial with the help of The Brotherhood of Islam. But, the CIA showed up at Neverland's door - blackmailed them that if they do so publicly, Katherine (MJ's mother) would be pull off from MJ's 3 children's custody as well as MJ's estates. Instead, they'll hire Debbie Rowe for the purpose, and the court will be in their favour. So much for democracy and fairness...

Finally, they agreed to let MJ have a Muslim Burial in Neverland. But in condition, must show to the public a Christian Memorial Service, as to prove to the world that MJ was never a Muslim.

So, Staples Centre was just a normal show. That's why the coffin was closed and sealed.

MJ was buried days earlier. The Gold Coffin was empty. They were about to bury the Coffin according to Christianity ways in Hollywood - as in their deal with the USA Government.

These happened, because the USA is afraid of the rising numbers of Muslims in the world.

********************

knw wat? iv written a post in my frenster blog boud princess diana a long time ago boud wat my thots wer ekceli behind her death reasons..n i strongly believe dat da sm reason goes for michael jackson..dat their deaths r planned..like wats written is da writinks above..wic i got frm an email..

da fact dat he converted his faith wer not aired on cnn or nbc or wateva is also sumtink..penipu media nih..or mebe not penipu..dey jez show us wat dey wanna show..not evritink..not da whol story..

BuSy..BuSy..BusY..

2009-07-12T01:48:00.000-07:00

im desperately in need of mor time now..mor holidays..mor wikens

i truly hate da felink dat wen i get bck frm work at 6pm each day..me n dzuri wil eat togetha n chat boud our day n sudenly its 11pm n oready time to sleep..repeat da whole cycle again n wait impatiently for friday to come

*sigh*

bt i ges dats wat evryone hc to go thru too..da only way i cn buy mor time 4 myself is by becomink a teacher..or start my own bisnes..nk brenti kije doit tade plak+i cn imagine da boredom..

ScaReS Da HeLL OuTTa ME

2009-06-28T10:44:00.000-07:00

i opened yahoo today n found dis..

Confessions Of A Wedding Planner : 5 Signs Couple Will Crash 'n' Burn :-

1. Bride refuses to let da groom choose da cake.
2. Da groom lets his mom call da shots.
3. Da bride blows half da budget on her dress.
4. Da bride freaks over da groom's bachelor party (err..who wudn't?)
5. Da bride n groom fight in front of me (as in da wedding planner)

disturbing facts, i found dis..heh..but i ges sum of da above is tru..but frm wat id seen so far..most of my frens who fight ol da time wif their boifrens r da ones who last. really..n i tink its bcoz dey r so cmfortable wif each otha dat den dun keep anytink frm their partners..dey jez lash out..yeeeh

mY LaTesT oBseSSsiON..iMMi

2009-06-05T23:54:00.000-07:00

IMMI is da name of my 1 1/2-year ol cat..da latest addition to da femly ;)

afta we got married, dzori got pretty busy ctchink up wif his work afta our super-long kawen holiday..n he felt bad leavink me home alone..so afta days of talkin n debatink (dzori taske kucin), he agreed to buyink me a cat to keep me company. iv owiz felt weird wifoud a cat in my home..i liked seeink dem runnink n tido bersepah araun da haus..to me it gives da haus a homely feeling :)

so off we went cat-huntink at Paws in Subang..n got dear Immi..she was jez given a bath jadik die nmpak cemerlank sket bndink wif da othas..heh..n die nmpak bek dlm cage die..

eres 8 reasons y shes da apple of our eyes (oh she managed to steal dzori's heart too;p) :-

1. shes half-persian, half-not n is a tortoiseshell breed(3color cat), n dis mix causes her to hv long fur at da neck..short fur at da bod..n long fur at da tail..wic makes her look kinda funny

2. she wakes dzori up da first-morning by walkin up da bed headboard..reaches oud her right paw..n pushes his head a few times..i saw her. kucing kwang ajar:p

3. we changed her litter to 3 different locations araun da haus in one-month, n she knws exactly wher to find it..she only pooped bersepah twice, dat is on da 1st day we brght her home..ol we hafta do to train her is walk her to her litter box one time n she'l get it..cool rite?;) mcm org

4. if she don't rmembr wher her litter box is, shed hold her poop in until we'r bck frm work or elsewher. Once me or dzori carry her up to her litter-box, shed sit immediately n do her job in frnt of us..hikss

5. shes can 'drift' wen playink tali..really..she'l jez throw herself on da floor n slide..

6. she bathed usink my body shampoo, johnson2 peach so she smelld like me

7. wen u throw a ball at her..sumtimes shed jump 3feets up da air..wif her frnt n bck paws spreadink mcm org nk bwat lompat bintang..but in a flat-horizontal position..wekeke..

8. she gives us massages n kisses wen shes hepi ;) n i really mean massages..but u hafta bear her kuku

thers ol da reason..geramm tinuk immi
later if can, i wana put her in da Cat contests n win prizes 4 her
(for me ekceli;p)
i dun hv da cam or hp cable wif me to upload her pix now..il upload it in later;))
tooodles

sO mAnY ThinGs To Do.. So LiL' TimE

2009-05-30T11:28:00.000-07:00

beink married means beink away frm ur femly..unless ur stayink in da same state as ur parents dat is..n it gets pretty lonely at first for me..wat wif dzori workin wikens..i wnder if evryone feels da way i do..or is it jez bcoz im my parents baby evn tho im 24..heh

so to keep me busy while hes at work, my hubby (heeeh) bought me a kittie cat , which we named immi..n he bought me endless amounts of dvd..n we installed in streamyx

bt now i feel myself runnink out of time
wishink dat wikens come faster n ends slower
im on ol front paws n back runnink da haus, cat, frens n evritink else
heh
im startink to grw fond of ol dis
havink my own time to do wateva n wenever i like
n i wndered wen later if we hv babies, i wud b super duper busier den i oready am
i wnder how mums do it
dey r special..really

MeLaKe WeDinK @ KuaLe SG. BaRu ~ 12.04.2009,.

2009-05-15T19:02:00.000-07:00

i fel like its a bit too late to put in my wedink pics..many of my fwens r oso mor 'freshly' married den i am..heh..but nvmind, i wana put oso..

below r pix frm mlake weddink..taken by our photographer Bob..wic is my mother's fren's son..susa kn nk pk? heh..my mother was his mother's pengapit durink their mude-mudi days but dey got lost in cntct..n i managed to temukan dorg kembali wen i took Bob to b my photograpr durink my Engagement..hw cool is dat? ;)

wel okay im gona paste in sum pix now..

otey eres me in our terqois half sonket-half kbaye biase..ekceli i picked another color n dress for da melake wed..but changd it las minit coz my work colleagues said dat da blu color i choose is like our office file color, wic i hafta admit, is tru..hehe

waitink for da femly frm my side to 'berarak'..im not quite sure wat dey col dat in english..its seriesly hot at dat time. Me n dzori r realy not fans of hot weather. Hot weathers r not gud for our patience..hiks

my parentz n da troops arrive n we start to walk towards food..ehe..behind us r da kompangs..n behind dem is my femly..

da picture above shows our attempt to add fireworks to spice up da wedink but we forgot dat fireworks wont show clearly in daytime..heha..instead it blinds our eyes wif its debris (is dat wat u col it?) bcoz da sea-wind is kinda blowink in our direction..hiks..tekebil2 mate sumeorg

As shown clearly in da pic..dzori is da only 1 smilink while evryone else is either coverink their nose or rubbink their eyes..kekeke

my mother..i coudnt hv done it wifoud her, da person i love most in my heart. n also my daddy..sobs..sedeh plak..i rmember dem discusink evry single major n minor detail boud da pj wedink..kerot2 pale..shian ma n dad :( i realy do love dem vv much

daddy salam2 orank..ngeh..we fel mor relax durink da mlake wedink..i ges coz we'r oready married ;)

dis is dzori's mother..she only got 1/2 hour sleep da nite befor..ol to ensure da wedink goes wel..mkanan cukop..dan lain2..i cnt imagine sleepink only for 1/2 an hour..n i wonder how she gets da energy to sambot org da next day..really..mothers r da best..

n below r pics of us berdue2an..hehe..im lazy to wait for bloger to upload ol da pix i wana put..lembap..

eres 1 jumpink pic..me n dzori wantd da wedink to b less formal n mor us..i hope jadik..i figured itl either luk super-fun or poyo to ppl..ekkee..i hope its not da latter..

but one tink for sure, we do hv tons of fun jumpink up n dwn in da rain wif our best clothes on;p

awrite dats ol for now..wil check in later to write boud our hanimun in bali..or shall i col it explorace in bali? hehe..only dzori undrstnd wat i mean;p

tooodle-doooo...

HoW mY fAtHeR waS RiTe BouD eVriTiNK..

2009-05-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

im too sleepy to write ekceli..
but suddenly i feel like writink a post boud my dad n mama..whom im missink dearly since dey went to umrah las saterday..

afta dey'v went for boud almost a week now im startink to realize n rmember tinks dat dey say..nasehat, bebelan, ms kecoh2 kawen haritu..evritink. all of it jez sort of recall itself, makes me wana cry

i hv dis blindink n stubborn mindset dat if i tink sumtink is rite..den it is rite..no matter wat anyone say..

wen my daddy says dat evrytink wil change afta i get married, i jez turn a deaf ear n protested silently..but i ges now as i went thru evritink myself, slowly im stratink to realize da truth in his words. not bad things, no..jez advices..small warninks in advance..stuffz like dat..

lil lil stuffz dat makes ur remember him..
like how he warned dat leakin toilets cn cost bundle on da bil..
or how he said dat da sofa is a bit too far frm da tv
or how he urge to quickly pin da home theathre wire to da wall b4 sumbody trips

wel, i tripped on da wires yestrday
n i thot of him
n it made my cry

mY oThA SecReT..ngAhA

2009-05-01T02:53:00.001-07:00

hiya peeps..
dis blog hv ben quite stagnant for sum time coz i ekceli hv anotha blog..heh
iv ben managink both @ da same time..
susah upenya:p
il keep on postink @ both blogS but for ol my Kawen pics im puttink in my new blog,

www.inda-san.blogspot.com

read on ovr ther kayh?
heeks..

WaTs NeW?

2009-04-07T10:59:00.000-07:00

im married..dats wats new
n its stil pretty 'like a dream' to me
a dreAm dat i wish my hardest not to wake-up from
coz its so darn blisfuLly heppi :-)

owh n it oso gives u a 'lala' feelink
i love it

PsP!

2009-03-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

yihaa..its my latest harta 4 now
hiks
dzori gv it..kate die..its for my pre-Wed giFt
kate die lah

tp mcm aku tatau jer sbenar die yg nak
tp diye tamo kena marah bebelanje dalam keadaan waktu gentink cem gini
huks:p

biarla..yg pentink aku memank ske game2 nih
rite now im playink his game..MetaL GeaR SoliD
skan kalo kena tingal umh sorank atau lam keta sowank
i da ta keysah dah
;-)

Da LuV oF mY LiFe

2009-03-17T04:37:00.000-07:00

its in less den a months time n kitowang..by kitowang meanink dzori n me la..da manyk gler kali tokar mode dah pasl nk kawen nih..hehe

excited..excited gler..penat..ta xcited..excited..excited gler lg..penat lg..pestu ta xcited..kire doit..gado..pastu excited lg..bwangan plak..mag pengantin dgan id da brape jota da beli..hehe

wel..
i ges dats how it goes..tp sewiesly spit (nk ckap shit tp yg chumel sket)
doit memank kuar cm ayer nk kawen nih..n i cnt wait for da majlis n nikah n sandink..insyaAllah..
n gi jnjalan (malu nk ckap nih) pastuh nak luk back n ktawe pasl pepulunan kitowang nk wat majles masink2 ehe..bper kali temenunk da

as for my pilihan ati..
i hope we'l b sayg nyayang evr afta :) he is my besh fwen, since taun satu lg..partner g waynk pontenk clas..partner g tman basuh keta kt ayob..partner ngutuk dak2 poyo kt utm..lebeh2 lg si cinta kasot..partner blaja las minit tok xm kt library(bukn blaja pon..burak)..pestu partner sedey/malu sesame result huduh..partner rayau kt jesco dn sume mall d jb..partner luahn ati windu makayah d kmpong..partner ovenite pestu kn marh pakgad UTM..dan etc etc etc..
sayu lak

oh palink taley lope partner g funfair danga bay tiap kali de funfair
smpai ade 1 time yg i tgoleks twun dpd ride dpan sume pkcik mkcik
malu gler
akibt nyer kaki i canot bengkok kt lutot for 1 whol week n dzori kn anta susu ceklat gudday evriday ngn krim tepape nk sapu smpai i pulih..i rmember da exact ayat i told him tearfully on da fon,

"kalo aku lumpoh seb ni ko kena kawen ngn aku.."

hikshiks..budo gler kn..tepapetah:p
i jez hope sume went well as planned..n jadik cm lam lagu 'love story' yg aida-san kasik tuh..heehe..my lg favret for now..heh..owkie dats ol da tataw nk nolis pe dah..td manyak noh idea..taraaaa..

niyh 1 gamba sjuros sablom grad..selit ckit:p

FiNaLLy..kAMi TeRiKuT-iKuT JugA..

2009-02-28T02:50:00.000-08:00

YesHhhh..we'r now terfollow da crocKies
i used to wonder wats da fuss ol boud on dis ugly lookin shoes..
but i ges now i get it
its vvvvv cmfortable..mor or less like ur sliper jepon lah rase die
n i wear it evrytime ;-)

dZori bought me n his at Jesco Bukit Indah, Jb
situ jer hade crocs kt jb nih
kampong abis..
he bought it on Hari Kekaseh special promo
wher we got 2 fwee jibbitZ..if ur wonderink wat is it..its da small kalerful thingies u noticed on ppl's crocs
+ 2 fwee mAgiC love mugs
wher it says I LOVE U wen we put hot water in it
cool :-))

iv heard ppl talk boud 'invisible pens'
wher it only shows da words wen u put it near sumtink hot
lighter ke ape2 la..
i wnder wher i cn get 1 of thos..it'd b so cool to hv one of those

FoGGinK

2009-02-23T04:15:00.000-08:00

okie..today iv ben thru a small nightmarish experience
imagine waitink 4 da lift to open to carry u up to 4th floor
dats my floor btw
den da lift opens n u hopped in
u press da button '4' n waited for da lift to go up
it reaches level 4..n da door opens
But ol u cud see is thick white fog wic u thot was a wall in 1st place

huh a wall in front of da elevator door?
sjak bler?
den afta a few seconds..i thot sumtink else..
eh hantu ke??

dat was wat in my mind den..hiks i cn b pretty dumb sumtimes..
its ekceli pepel frm kmenterian kesihatan foggink away @ dem aedes insects at my apartmen
apelah..
scares me 4 a sec ther:p

MaRriAGe JiTTerS..

2009-02-08T03:35:00.000-08:00

is dat a bad title?
um i tink it is..ah bukn centow meanink dat i wana say pon
i cnt wait for 'my hepily evr afta':p
insyaAllah..

evr since da new year came..iv been bombarded wif da same question by my uncle n aunties..wel mebe nt da same..bt olmost if u luk at it..

"da ready ke niy nk kawen?"
"cene mental da ready?"
"awk niy btol ke da ready nk kawen??" (sum who r blunter)
"cm ta caye lak..ikot umor yela da bley..tapi cm budak2..tol ke ni?"

n i usualy responded to dat wif 'dah' n a nod n a blank face
wic got dem tinkin dat im not..
wen wat i ekceli meant was "i m ready, but my stuffs r not.."

its in less den 2 months time but i stil havent goten to submit my forms yet, buk da kadi, paspots for da honeymun later on, da kompang, my wedink cards, a bunch other stuffz..n im startink to sweat..iv nver realy ben great in da 'beink under-pressure' department..but dis is not da same like otha tinks wic i cn dodge n pass to other ppl to settle..i hafta settle dis..i need to..

i realy hope evrytink turns oud fine..insyaAllah..slamat semua..

iv ben goink thru my pic albums n found dis old pic of me n Zori..God..i do hv funny hair..dis is durink 1 of our overnite twips durink UTM days..n my hair is curly? i dun rmember it like dat..ahh bialah..

HaTi yG MeManK seDiaKaLa JaHaT

2009-01-18T01:58:00.000-08:00

its ben 2 weeks since my pose mcD begun
n evn tho im kinda misink its bubor ayam n my fav aiskwim
im nt gona queue up ther to buy it
not wen evriday i go to work, il open my emails n c dat my inbox r full of dead kids
n ppl wif torn body parts
so stupid

n wat owiz goes thru my mind is dat
how can da makciks n pakciks in US see dis, n not say netink
dun lie n say u din see da pix pakciks n makciks
coz sumhow u must hv thru emails n internets
n it din touch ur hearts

tungu la nant kalo jd kt anak2 dorank
den i ges they'l knw

MiLo

2008-11-18T03:50:00.000-08:00

it is hard for me to accept dat Milo..my most loved drink since birth i tink..is a supporter of those baby killers in israel..supports da war against palestinian ppl..huhh..mama wil make me a mug of Milo b4 i sleep til dis very day..Zori wil buy me a carton for me to drink in JB before i sleep as ganti Milo mama..

i hope my alternative..anlene kotak..isnt a seporter of killing babies..im startink to grow fond of it..;@

mY BurFDaY iS CominK NeaR!

2008-11-18T02:26:00.000-08:00

my bufdey celebs in UTM r sum of da most memorable ones..
coz its da bufdeys i spent wif my fwens-JAYZ (puhlease we din pick dis name on honour of Jay-Z da singer, ok?) n oso Zori
i can rmember most of it..

15/12/2003 ~ i jez entered UTM.. Jayz got me into a rumble fiesta (i realy do mean rumble..as in kejar dan seksa..gler tol:p) den only dey gv me pwesents..ehe :~:~: den a guy from my clas bought cake n threw a small makan2 for me n my fwens n invited our classmates..we ate mencangkung2 infront of KTDI's (my hostel) dewan..kinda sweet but i tink i forgot to say thanx :~:~: later Zori called n ask me to go oud wifhim..i dun want to..n was boud to sleep wen he called again sayink he is outside my block..ada kek..so dressed in pijamas n sweater..i went dwn wif Firal(Jayz) n he sang Hepi Bufdey holdink a cake on top of his motobike n told me to blow da candles..or one candle..ntah..heh..it wuz sweet :)

15/12/2004 ~ Zori went to find a kereta sewa n got a Kancil n pack ol 6 of us inside n drove to Aliff..a mamak near UTM..we were like sardine in da car n uncomfy n Firal was screamink sebab die geli org dok atas kaki die..hehe..Zori already bought a cake wif candles for us Jayz..but for sum weird reason i threw da candles away..tahnape cant rmember y..psycho skit..n we celebrated:p

15/12/2005 ~ i rmember dis one clearly..hehe..Jayz rumbled me wif water baloons n tepunk n i ran like sum Kenyan gurl from my frens Kolej to my Kolej at da time..dey even planned wher i was gonna run n placed demself at checkpoints..askar btol hehe. we were yelink n runnink n laughink at da same time pastu kena sound ngan senior sebab bisink sgat..we WERE super-noisy..i got bruises ol over frm da water baloons..nyeh..

15/12/2006 ~ dis year i got da most loved..most precious..most prized present from Zori...an album containink our pics thruout ol our years togetha as fwens n couple..complete wif sweet funny captions..i jez love it ;) n he gave it to me wen wer drivink up Bukit Tinggi to celeb..

15/12/2007 ~ yea dis is oso very special..i celebrated wif my skool fwens Yatie n Wena at uptown..n later Zori came down to KL n i celebrate again..n later i flew to UK to celeb it wif my femly pulak in Manchester..my 1st bufdey in oversea! ehe..n it was chilink cold..i rmember..but we can only afford a small M&S cake n sang loudly in our rented apartment..i cant imagine wat them UK neighbour were thinkin:p

15/12/2008 ~ i hope later i can write ere dat i got a piano for dis year..nyehe

HoW TrUe..

2008-10-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We've done larger things, but not better things. We write more, but learn less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships

-----> quoted from GeorgE caRLin

19.10 ~ mArKs Da dAy ;)

2008-10-19T02:49:00.000-07:00

today is a very special day..

its my anivesary wif cHad..my lovink fiance

went to melake to celebrate it..

n despite losink da car key at baba's haus road wic got us so pissed off at each otha

evrytink else was suweeeet ;)

n melake has changed so much since my matrix days..

PeRpisAhaN

2008-10-01T21:27:00.000-07:00

its 1.oopm 2nd day raye..i shud b preparink for people to come raye my haus now..but i feel like writink n getink few tinks off my head a bit

da title says it all boud us sendink my sista off to airport to UK, shes studyink ther n we wont get ta see her for anotha year. sigh. i hv dis mixed-up feelink..half wishink she doesnt hv to study so far away n leave me..n half hepi for her n hopink she hv lotsa fun over ther..

ysterday at airport evryone cried but i didnt..i dun wan to coz if its me goink off, id b worried n heavy seeink evryone cryink n i dun want her to feel dat coz shes goink far away..i wan her to b hepi ther n explore n hvfun

like bree in desprate hswife said..if we fel like breakin down, we jez put ol our emotion into a box n close da box n put dem away in an empty closet..n later wen we hv da time..we go bck to da closet n open da box n let oud ol da emotion..

now as im writink dis is da part wher i open bck da box i kept yestrday..

wRoNk STep TaKen AT a WrOnK TimE

2008-09-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much."

PemALAs?

2008-09-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

today im on mc
mc tipu ke tulen? ..u knw da answer
its amazink dis mornink how id rather stay @home alone rather than go work n socialize
ni sume sebab kene mandi pagi
now im at jusco alone (coz evryone else is workin)
n felt like kickin myself out of boredom
nyeeeeeh

iNterNeT cOnNecTiON CuriK-CuRiK

2008-09-07T00:29:00.000-07:00

its sunday n its sunny ;)
woke up @ 12noon today n suddenly tinkin of getink a haircut so i did
got da bob..short bob..so im back to short hair now
tak mcm orank len..i dun have sekelumit rase syg pon @ my long hair kena potonk
dunno y

today i felt like bloggink aboud LC restaurant in jb
not a restaurant pon..jez a realy nice lighted up gerai alonkside jalan tebrau
its got dis nice 'nasi serai'
wic u can get for 8 ringit
da price is lil too much for its small servink
but da fud is superb

nasi serai is nasik cooked wif serai i presumed..judgink by its difren taste
n a bit of sotonk sambal and butter prawn as side dish
thers oso a tenny weeny bit of serundink
n sayur timun
its nothink much but i like it :)

otey only dat for now. dis intenet conection is gotten @ jusco fudcourt
believe it or not i hauled my laptop ol da way to see frenster
wic is getink borink prob bcoz evryones changink to facebuk now
i duno how to use facebuk altho i d hv an account ther

okie dats ol for now..another 31/2 hours to buke pose!
heh..toodle dooo

StiCK To iT N LoVE iT

2008-09-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

wel..its ben 1month oready since my big muv to johor..n we'r ol tryink to adapt..my femly n me..

i mis dem a whole bunch..especialy mama n adik. heh..thers realy nothink in da world like spendink time watchink tv wif dem both ;) da laughters cud brink da roof down..

my daily routine in jb wil b like, wakin up @ 6.50am n get ready to leave for work by 7.45..no later or b caught dead in da jam..n arrive office late n get ol da stares frm da ppl ther..heh. n oso if im late il b addressed wif da same warnink by da receptionis..miss kim-kim

"u late 3 times ur pay wil b cut down to only half a month aa..u knw or not?"

dis ayat wil b repeated by her evn tho im oready late mor den 5 times..ges she din rmember kot..

n afta work @6 itl b bathink n puttink on my jeans n tshirts n wait for zori to finish work to go eat diner..den go home n sleep n da day wil repeat itself again tmoro..n den evry wiken il go home to kl to b wif my femly..bit tirink but it was ol worth it

wel..to tel da truth..i havent realy adapted to dis whole new life
i mis my fwens in kl n old ofis
n i mis waitink for saturdays to go wait for zori to come down n jalan2 @ da curve
i realy mis it

but hey ges time moves on rite? evritink wil change sumday or later..n sumone told me once dat wen uv made a decision..uv gotta stick to it n love it

stick to it n love it
yea rite..i actualy read books now to pass ol of my sudenly excessive 'me-time'
read books..get it?
i do hope it gets betta by da days..soon

MoVinK aWaY To jB

2008-07-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

im movink away to jb in 2 weeks time n i hv 2 words for it : sadness n excitement

sadness bcoz il b leavink my mama bck ere in kl. il mis her knowink dat shes olwiz ther to laugh, cry or jez to ngadu2 ayam..n she takes care of my mamam n minum..my baju..my room..evritink..but wat im realy worried boud is leavink her ere in kl alone. i knw shes stronk n wil cope but its stil sad bcoz we'r realy2 close n i can manje2 how much i want wif her :( she realy is da besh mom in da world..its otey i gez. i pwomis to come home evry 2 weeks..i need to..

n oso im sad coz i hafta leave ol da fwens iv made ere in kl..n my old fwens too..imuts n kicikz..cikin, min, yatie, mariati n mastot ekceli..n my opis/gosips/eatink fwens kak putri n kak tasha. n da facilities genk @ ti. yuvenes n andy n otherz..dis is startink to sound like a tribute

*sigh*

excitemen coz il b livink in johor now..wic is wat iv owiz wanted to do..da city dat i love so much, n feel at home in. its quieter den kl..wic is sumtink iv owiz favor.

n oso excitement coz il b livink in my own haus. or room for dat matter.

n il b nearer to zori my fiance..feels weird to say it but nice :) its ol movink bit fast but as iv owiz hear in tv n ol...it ol has gotta start sumwher.shrugs..n i gez da time is now.

dats da only excitement i can tink of now. rite now my heart is kinda heavy to leave for jb.hurm

nUbHaN ~ AdA uNtuKMu

2008-07-20T04:26:00.000-07:00

yeshza..lagu ini lagu tdow/rmantis/down gue tok da time beink
ehe:p
i dunno who is da pencipta of da song
but i knw its a newcomer
n its way much betta den sum dats oready in da industry for long

n iv owiz luv da shahjehan-mumtaz tale

listen up otey! carik sndrik tapi i duno how to postit in ere..ehe ;p

ChEnTa..ChEnTa..ChEnTa

2008-07-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

i biliv in da 'life's like a wheel' phrase
sumtimes ur up n sumtimes ur down
n usualy ppl wil relate dis to da luvlife rite?

i rmember my first crush..it was in standard 1 n hes sitink behind me in clas. but it was heart-breakin coz i was realy shy n hingusy n hes da class monitor. or in otha word, da most popular boy in clas..hehe.i was aimink high:p n i got my lil heart broken coz he liked da 'penolonk ketua class'..its ol boud da title otey..huhh..heh:p

den i rmember how eager i was to b a playgurl bck in skola mnengah. had my first luv ther n it was sweet..hes da 'giv u a choc bar evryday, write songs 4 u kinda guy'..xcept dat i encounterd da 'break-up syndrome'..heh. it was goink too well i felt it was borink. n to top it up..my galfwens are ol breakin up so i felt like its da 'it' tink to do..nuts wasnt it? i can only smile tinkin how wannabe i was den..hehe

but i was den celebratink da glory of beink DA heartbreaker:p

den i had my fair share of getink my heart broken..tho il neva admit it at da time:p ges its da case of it was bad enuff havink my heart split in 2..im not gona bruise my ego as wel..man-like tinkin my fwens say..heh

i rmember pretendink dat da breakup is nothink..but id cry in da toilet stall once a week..walowink in self-pity..wic is y i tink samsoon da korean drama character resembles me @ sum point:p

so iv got my heart broken in std 1
iv left a guy jez for fun of it
iv left a guy for another guy
iv got cheated on in a long-distnce rship
iv crushed on a guy in skool who luvs his gf dearly n got my heart broken
iv broke sum girl's heart coz da guy shes in luv wif luvs me
iv yelled at my ex to move on
iv begged at my bf to take me bck
iv felt dead in a relationship

wel u c da point is i felt iv gone thru evritink..but its not yet evritink, if u get wat i mean..its tru boud da life's a wheel sayink..n i biliv dat in evry kesusahan ther is light dat Allah wil giv to u in da end. n to evry hapiness ther wil be an endink as wel..pahit nak telan ayat yg ni:( coz currently im so very hepi

its jez colors we choose to paint our life wif
n if we pray hard enuff,
mebe we'l get vibrant colors all along ;)

TuNanK ~ 22 JuNE '08

2008-06-19T11:52:00.000-07:00

iv ben waitink on my toes for this sunday's event ~ my engagement
but wen da days nearink..dis sunday
i got a knot in my tummy
n im kinda nerves..setan suzi (my married fwen..shes experienced) kate
she experiencd wat i fel wen shes boud to get engaged last time..n oso durink her kawen.ase cam nk lari die kate..its tru

eeeeeeeks tatot!

i col zori ol da time to ask him to comfort me n i can hear hes kinda pissed oweady. heh..kenape lah lelaki tenank aje? ta aci..

wel papepon i pray dat evritink went fine dan lancar. sekira diizinkan Tuhan, i hope evritink goes as plan..insyaAllah.

~ die nk jage aku cam aku anak die die kate..n i want to take care of his pkaian n food for as long as i hv da kudrat so dat he wil owiz luk nice n healthy ;) ~

p/s: n let him b da envy of his fwens coz hes so taken care of..aku tgah brangan

insyaALLAH

AhH..BosAN aSiK WiSaU JE

2008-06-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

realy..i am tired. evry sunday evenink il feel like ol da fun of wekend is over. n kerisauan wil start to takhta in my head..wat i worry boud?

its work.

i duno y. but i owiz feels uneasy..wil dis go on foreva? i mean..does evryone feels like dis. its not fun :( *sigh*

SiSTerHooD

2008-06-14T10:15:00.000-07:00

~ flyink like superman from tinkap
~ main swimink pool dlam toilet ms mandi
~ kaki gajah
~ hateness for my b.b (its a secret name)

only she knows wat those above means..she has ben studyink in manchester for almost a year..n we only mses n emails..n i mish her so..especialy wen trable time (waa tade tempat ngadu)..shes stil da same..tall, beaootiful (me lagi beaootiful la tapi ok..heks:p) comfy-comfy n crazy n laff like nuts..heee..sape lagi kalo bukan normazlyna melissa..my sista!! n shes back for 3months holiday!! yeahh...;-)

FaReweLL DinNeR @ NikKO hOteL ~ SoBs

2008-06-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

boss farewell
yah its 11.31pm n i jez got home frm niko hotel..buffet disane..
its for my big boss' farewel..sedey la gak
i mean..he is a gud bos afta ol
mengajar dan ta kaco orank sgat
he even naik skuter araun da plant to see how tinks r goink for 5s

if neone is wonderink wat 5s is, iainya ini : sort, set, shine, standardize n sustain
care orank jepun mengemas kilank
so satu dunie ikot..even kampeni american cam tempat saye kije
'amerika-jepon bukan gado ke dulu? ta dendam?'

n big boss gives advices..i like ppl teachink my wif short advices..not scoldinks

n makanan syedap ~ first time dpat makan stoberi cicah coklat cam favret siti nurhaliza u knw..eheks:p

abg angkuh
munkin boifwen sy marah balik diner lambat2..nyeps:p
ckap tepon keras2 jer..tapi masey talipon soh drive baek2
:)
cowiy yang..lenkali da tade dah diner2 cengini
cant wait til anotha 1 mor week..b meniti hari ni..hehe
p/s: n oso cant wait 4 u to see me in my pwincess suit! hiks

MaNUsiA HaTi HITAM TaK PedULi OraNG LAiN

2008-06-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

manusia hati hitam x pduli orank lain..
xpernah jumpe orank mcm ni?
bunyik buruk kan..well it is

im well aware of wat shud b done..n wat to be yelled at at si hati hitam
ikot hati aku nak maki babi bodoh kimak sume nak kuar
words dat i never mutter..janji seumur idop aku hanye curse skali sebulan. itupon ditemani rase bersalah utk berhari2
ikot hati aku nak maki tapi aku pk hormat

evry single tink dat i do usualy il receive balasan from dear AL-MIGHTY
it keeps me on da ground
n i tink si hati hitam is a punishment
more or less

MusiCaL TiMiNk..MerAk StyLe..HeH..TRy DLoaD iT OtEY?

2008-06-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

growink up we had dis old record player @ da livink room, wher my daddy wil owiz put his old records durink weekends..wen hes not workin dat is..

i rmember hatink it coz it means me not beink able to listen to my beloved budak blakang jalan ~ Backstreet Boys ~ hehh:p
but bit by bit i tink his records influenced me in my music taste-buds now..n i listen to wat he listens mostly..

these r lists of my fav music for now.mix of old n new..it changes by week..heh ;)

1. Fastcar ~ Tracy Chapman
usher has a new version cover for dis song..i prefer da old singer coz i tink dis song is meant for a woman to sing..n tracy's guitar pluck is nicer

2. Crossroads ~ Tracy Chapman
da type is more or les da same as #1

3. Both Sides Now ~ Joni Mitchell
love actually soundtrack! heh..dis song has many singers..n i grew up listenink to da neil diamond version..its my fav dis song..it realy is

4. Teardrops On My Guitar ~ Taylor Swift
yup roll ur eyes..go on..dis is too poppy for most ppl i ges..but i like it. i owiz pretend im da one in da vclip playink da guitar n singink dis to drew (whoeva dat is) n got my heart broken *hiks*

5. Tapi Bukan Aku ~ Kerispatih
wen ur listenink to radio its beter if kerispatih sang..but if its on tv, let nubhan sing it..hehe

6. Save Da Best For Last ~ Vanessa Williams
its in definitely, maybe movie..dis is many peeps favourite..i knw..

7. Terbang ~ Def Gab C
walaupon startink music cam kereta rosak menurut daddy..its satu lagu melayu yg evergreen to me..i neva get bored listenink to it..n i tink Def Gab C shud go on n create more music..wonder wher dey r now..

8. Hanye Di Mercu ~ Ayu
ske ske! hehe..evn tho i dun evn know who is ayu..i only listen to dis @ hot

OiL pRiCe HiKE..iT'S kiLLinG ME!

2008-06-08T09:31:00.001-07:00

sumwher mid dis week mesia was jolted by da oil price again
ppl screamed @ da gov but i dun realy see y..
i mean..isnt it sumtink global dat later we like it or not hv to accept..bukan?

not to say i agree (rm120 full for a gen2..who wud? *shakes head*)
120 x 4 times a month = craziness

wel..dat day (price hike day) i left my ofis in ampank @ 7.00pm
n i got stuck in jam @ evry single petrol station
n da sight is if not irritatink..its amusink..heh
@ my haus jalan gasink..ol petrol station put up barrier n shut off its lights
wif cars still linink up to it
hehe..its funny..malaysians do get excited wif small excitements ;)
i arrived pj @ 10.00pm, nuts isn't it?

well
wif my beloved gen2 out to benkel coz of esiden
den da oil price rise
n my fwens @ a twip to singapore-jb minus me
plus luvlife issues n losink my mp3..
dis past 2 weeks hasnt exactly been easy on me..yikesh

i hafta learn taking da lrt

VeRsi2 PoMpAn Yg AkU InGin JaDi

2008-06-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

1. yang ta banyak ckap, soft but stronk
iv neva met anyone like dis before
except eja dlam cter qasih ramadan kat tv3
i hope one day wen im an ibu il b like dis..so dat my kids wil b proud of me

2. yang sabar, sabar, sabar dan akhernya jike mletop..mletop btol2
okie..niy aku ase harapan sume pompan nak jadik
ala2 kekaseh yg lara hati dan walopun dipermainkan..maseh boleh tersenyum
tapi tibe pada titik didih (menurot akak opis aku), die akan jalan tanpe berpalink kembali
yeahh
my heroin
but sadly..im not like dat..huh

3. yang sentiase bubbly dan hepi, ta penah tampak sedih, hanye menanges sorank diam2
pompan begini besenye disayangi rmai
kerna ta menyusahkn orank skeliling
aku nk jd ceni kerna aku tau aku hanye tampak comel skire aku ketawe gembire
bile nanges burok

4. yang ade je bende nak bwat..pandai carik aktiviti sendiri walaupon kekaseh hati dan kawan2 sibok
ini skil yg palink skali aku nk dpat
seb aku dead bored skire teman2 sibok dan bf pon sibok
palink2 aktiviti aku bwat adelah tdow
n wallow in self-pity knape aku ditingalkn sorank saat itu..loser:p

5. yang bijak ator warne tudunk. baju dan kasot spaye nampk mcm kaler lollypop
nanti satu ari bile da bertudunk
aku nak dresap ceni
dilenkapi dgan brooch2 butterfly dan bunge2 comel
yg pasti kena hade kombinasi tudunk ungu, baju ungu dan jeans
tatau nape..aku penah nmpak orank pkai gitu d gentink
i love da color ever since
:)

tomoro cuti
my kampeni give evryone a mass vacation
first tink im gona do is wake-up late

wOOoo..TwiP To tAnJunK BidaRe

2008-05-23T19:45:00.000-07:00

pwim im back!

last sunday me n my jayz fwens plan to make a small gath @ mid..but den lasminit ol got sudden hal n hafta cncel..leavink me n icha (hiks) 2orank jer..we decided to go rayau mid 3orank jerla @ first..wif echa's tunank aberimz skalik..namun begitu..jengjengjeng..echot sudenly kate "jum gi tanjunk bidare?nak x? nanti aku anta la ko balik seblum kjie ptank karang.."

so off we go :-)

echot wants to go ther coz her family is havink a picnic ther

by da time we arrive its oready 1.00pm..apelagi makan jela:p her sis packed sambal telor n ikan bilis gurenk frm home..cedapnyerh..heh

tanjunk bidare is not secluded like wat i expected (marah orank tj bidare dgar)..its packed n thers evn open-air karaoke u knw..pakcik2 sane syiap tau gelek lagu matta~ketahuan..haaa dun prey-prey..hiks..n therz dis old indian kapel sun-bathink gitu tepi pantai..funny but sweet:)

ondaway to and back..we passed by my matrix in londang..i mis it ther..kalo dedoluw tensen bley pnjat tengkat 4 tingok laot..kat kl nak panjat tingok ape ye x? *sigh*

otey il insert da pix now..2 jer ta manyak..lihatlah :)

TomoRo's SaturDay! :)

2008-05-16T12:35:00.000-07:00

yeayeaa

ecok ari sabtu..or today is sabtu? its 3.36 am n im listenink to dygta : kerna ku syg kamu..

jez now i flipped thru ikea brochure

ehe..n i ghet da smangat to kemas..tomoro im gona giv my room a make-over

i say dis evry week..but il realy4x try to do it distime

ehheee

today i got saman by polis name zaid

but i was so blur wen he ask for money

i jez say "arr?.."

so die blah emo2 n i was left me wif a saman for 2 kesalahan :

1. cakap tepon (u knw who la on da line..abg nyer pasal)

2. seatbelt

its ok..i wil wait for hari pengampunan..n mrayu spenuh ati..jahatnyer zaid..bleps..harap2 boot kije ko ilank orank curik *tumbok kang..*

hugs n cookies

inda

YoU hAvE nO RighT tO jUdgE Me, oK?

2008-05-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

urghh im goink thru sum patches in my life..n it made me realize who realy understands n r close to me n who doesnt n is not..

1. dun judge me..ur human too..
i dun tink its sumtink human shud do unto other human..well maksud aku hanye tuhan aje yg berhak judge..n mak bapak kite..or orank yg kite btol rpat dgan, yg btol2 tau kite dan kesah idop kite..tol x?

wen i make a decision or reel back frm sumtink dat happened to me in my life, il usualy ask otherz for their point of view..wic is sumtink i tink i shud stop duink..except for those who realy realy r close to me.. i find otherz wil straightaway judge me whether im doink good or bad wifound actualy ceking why is da reason i decide or act such a way..yikesh..hold ur horses guys..eh cilap gurls..u dun knw me dat well..

but i ges its my fault too
i shud stop asking dem wat i shud do rite
dey hv da rights to answer netink dey want

2. treasure those u feel calm wif ~ not jez hepi wif
ok..eres a tribute dat'l go to my bestie mastot n ayanaz (mastot is not into blogs at all.i doubt she reads dis hehe:p)

for mastot :
u r coffee n im milk (seb ko ske kopi o)
we come frm diferent situations n do difrent stuffz
we evn dress difrently : ur womanlike n i like simple girly stufz :)
but therz nothink dat i cannot share wif u n viceversa
ur owiz ther wen im sad n hepi
n wen i did sumtink bad ul owiz forgive "sowiy kalo ko tepon kadang2 ta akat..taula aku tepon ta kepit kekadang:p.."
n u understand me best..far far betta den otherz i knw
n i knw i understand u besh too..;p
n wats most important is dat u never judge
cyg ko

mcm besh fwens day lak..ihii

for alia :
wev known each otha foreva kn ikan
since tadika gaknye walopun ta rapat ms tu:p
i go play piano at ur haus..u come by my haus afta mlantak laksa buyonk afta skool
gado dah tah baper kali..smpai ke besa..curently syiap gado anta msg gitu seb aku ta akat fon
cam bf gf..hehe
but u r owiz ther too mcm mastot
u feel lonely ther in indon..i feel so sowy for u..i tink i can feel wat u feel wen therz nobody u can actualy relate too
u giv da most gempaks piece of advice
da way u tink is way wayy mature for our age ~ ala2 suda idop 40tahun gituw
but ur like piece of puzzle in my life
wifoud u id b lost (ngn masalah chenta aku yg ta endink2 sjak dr skooldays..hiks)
cyg ko gaks..

yups dats da tribute suda
;)
tenkiuq tenkiuq
ehe

hugs n cioms
inda

50 Questions ~ TaK cOkoP 50 pOn aCtuAlLy

2008-05-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

1. How tall are you ?
162 cm ~ dulu lagi tinggi *osteoporosis familyku kate*

2. Have you ever smoked?
No.

3. Do you own a gun?
I wish to..so dat i can shoot pwesiden Bush..

4. Do you hate someone right now?
hate? nobody lah..i like to tink myself peaceful walopun x actually:p

5. Do you get nervous?
yes..n im not myself wen im nerves

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
hotdogs la

7. Whats your favorite Christmas song?
saye celebrate raya : anuarzain ngan elina nyer lagu!;)

8. What do you prefer to drink?
carrot susu..milo..teh ais..susu ceklat goodday..sirap bandunk ~ get it? i like milk

9. Can you do push ups?
i dun exercise

11. Whats your favorite piece of jewelry?
rings

12. Do you like painkillers?
medicine does not giv any effect to me..

13. What is your secret weapon to lure guys?
dat im anak manje ~ but i dun tink it works..

14. Do you own a knife?
kat dapur rumah punye kire x?

15. Do you have H.I.V?
who wil say yes to dis? nyeee

16. Your name?
inda :)

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
~ cuddle wif zori
~ getrid of ol my worries for work tomoro
~ go drink my milo downstairs

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately
~ clinique parfum/mekap set for mama's day : sure put a wide smile to her face ;) n a big hole to my poket..hiw
~ sepit rambot kat uptown
~ t-shirt ceklat kat uptown

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
as written few questions above

20. What time did you wake up today?
6.50am

22. Current worry?
work tomoro..n how to convince daddy to muv to jb

23.Current hate?
nothink..ow wait..not havink savings afta 1-year workin

24. Favorite place to be?
jb

25. Least favorite place to be?
out in da sun..wif da wind blowink in da wronk direction

26. Where would you like to go?
bali

27. Do you own slippers?
sumurank hade la..nyepps

28. What shirt are you wearing?
blu padini tshirt wic iv owned since 1st year uni..i love dis baju coz its zori's fav doluw ms ttm :)

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
yeaa..

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
smalam

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
hehe..meshti pcaye soklan sebelom kan? hehehiw;p

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
it clown

35. What's in your pocket right now?
no pokets lak suar tdow niy..evn if got poket i wont store netink inside coz itl make my butt luk big

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
my mama at dinner table

37. Last thing that made you cry?
yesterday ~ secret okie

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
kaki taley bengkok ~ sebab jatoh kat funfair in 2nd year, zori nyer pasal ;@

40. How many cellphones do you have?
only 1

41. Who is your loudest friend?
alia : i mis her wen shes not araun

42. Your most silent friend?
gee i dun hv a fwen dats silent..

43. Movie you wanna see?
narnia baru

44. What is your favorite book?
i dun read much but its a book wher da character's name is annabelle : sum matchmaking bisnes story..

45.What is your favorite chocolate?
ferrero

47. What song do/did you want to play at your wedding?
tahla..tapat bayankan..

48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
gayot ngan zori

49. What was the first thing you did today?
tdow balik lagi 5 minit..hehe

50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
tukar baju tdow la..

Twip bAck tO jOHoR..

2008-05-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

how tirink..but how hepi getta hangoud wif my aunts n mama n mortar in da car..its only 9.30am but felt like 2 am in da mornink..sewies..jb stil has my heart. i wish i could settle down ther n not get words of doubt frm otha ppl :

i havent ben updatink dis blog coz im bz postink in fwenster eheh.. il jez write in wicever blog i feel like writink i ges

in jb thers shahab : briyani palink sedap d mesia..kalah batu pahat nyer
in jb thers tmn u : wher i can go to kdai n meet fwens instead of strangerz ere in pj
in jb thers danga : n oso street mall..its so lively n yet it calms me @ da sm time :)

i wana go back to jb
i realy do

hugs n butterflies,
inda

TipS sKirE TerSemBaMm

2008-04-12T12:44:00.000-07:00

~Tips biler terjatuh~

1. kalo tersepak batu: Jangan terusbangun,sebaliknyer anda baring dan trus berguling-guling hingga jauh dari perhatian ramai...lepas tu baru bgn bila takde org nampak..

2. kalo terjatuh beskal: cepat2 naik sehingga berkali-kali supaya org ingatanda saje2buat lawak...

3. kalo terjatuh tangga: trus bersilat seolah-olah anda dirasuk atau sedangberlawan dgn makhluk halus...

4. kalo terjatuh dlm longkang: pungutlah sampah yg ada sambil marah2 dgn suara yg kuat, pasti org menyangka anda seorgyg amat prihatin terhadap kebersihan....

5. kalo jatuh ketika nk naik bas: jeritlah kuat2.."oi! apa tolak2 ni?" walaupun tiada org di blakang anda....

heh..aku salu terpk untuk bwat no.5..cume tade kberanian jer:p no.2 pun penah gak terpk nak bwat..pernah bwat pon kot asenyer..cntoh smase tgah kurek gigi di library d utm doluw satu ktike..pastu bl orank nampk aku saje wat manyak2 kali kurek spaye nampk cam tadepape n ianye perkare bese..pk2 balik ngap juge aku niyh..hish malula

dah nk gi tdow plak..

roger oud

inda

A LoT LikE LoVe..

2008-04-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

~ a lot like love ~
well today afta many years of tryink..i managed to watch dis muvie til da end..n i wonderd y i neva did before..its da besh since muvie knocked up..

cwiternye gini..dis guy n gurl met each otha 8 years bck at an airport. da gurl was wif her rocker bf n da guy was single..her bf droped her at da airport..dey chatted up n had sum fun togetha (by fun i mean jez laughink n foolink araun takin pics:p) but din get to anytink evn tho dey got on soo well..da reason beink becoz da gurl thot dat she made da first muv n liked da guy first..kire timbe cari prigi lew..n she din like dat fact..but wat she din knw is dat da guy did take pic of her shenyap2..heh..den dey met on-off for 8years before getink togetha..manyakla yg blaku malash nak type..

dis story thot me dat jodoh is jodoh
u jez hafta sit n wait at 1 corner n wait for it to find u
dun plan netink
dis is to play safe so dat u dun get hurt..jez meet n marry n live hepily eva afta wif ur jodoh
but da tink is to maintain dis kind of tinkin in ur head..u cant fall in love in da first place
bcoz if u did den ul start havink hope..n wif hope ul start planink
den if da planink is wif sumone non-jodoh
itl jez break ur heart into pieces n leave u wif knotted tummy
wel dats my thot..orank plak kate kalo ta brusaha kite takan dapat
mebe dats tru oso
seb kalo sume dok diam takdela sesape nak berkenalan n bcinte ye tak?
heh

penink la dunie ni

hugs n cookies
inda

RoUgH Day fOr AtoK

2008-04-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

huh *sigh*

aku ni ske benar ngeloh tapi letey gak awini..jez got bck from jb..act boud 2 hours ago bt i felt like goink online for a while..saje je..

abahatok was knocked by a car (an old man too: drivink da car)..he got cuts n large black bruise at his feet..shian diye..hes 80+ n has knee ache constantly..now he has to bear wif cuts n bruises plak..i went back to kampung majidee, jb to catch a luk on him..hes okay..jez he was aslep wen me n mama arrivd..n i thot he looked like a child skit2..shobs..

n he took off da bandage doc wrapped round his ankle him coz he says its jez makin him uncomfortable..herm betta stop now b4 da salty2 water comes rollink..herh:p

den afta makin sure atok otey we head bck to kl @6pm..
my mortar was workin but he drove me n mama back to kl afta work..sayu tingok diye kena g blik jb nek bus tadi.kui 130 pagi..las bus.shian diye pnat:( but as usual he told me diye ta pnat sgat pon..hafta make sure sok me tamo majok2 wat diye susa..*pinky pwomis* syg diye

eachtime travel wif mortar ther wil b an occurrence usualy..sumtink yg lari dr trek yg aku plan..hehe..todays occurence :
alibat kmaruk nk mamam nasi briyani shah kat b.pahat..mama me n zori ol went into jaln kampung to search for it..n we foundit,,thanx to mama's memory (aku memank takan ingtlew)..n we ate..tapi afta dat sesat barat nk exit ke h/way n as a result we hafta use jaln kampunk until tangkak..kemonnn..itu yg bwat letey toh..i cant imagine how ppl go balik kampung in olden days..must b preaakin tirink..

keyh dats ol for now
i wana go hug b.bucok n dream of colorful carebears
inda oud

p/s: stil cant accept da fact dat i bawled my eyes oud infront of bigbos afta hearink of atok early dis mornink b4 my 5s walk..how embarassink..

AHh..cEriTerA jAntAn DuRjaNA

2008-04-03T04:16:00.000-07:00

case 1 :

suatu pagi d ti yg panas dan bisink ngn bunyik forklift..

gurl : okay u bwat la mcm manepon jnji setel bende toh (bdiri sambil letak siku d atash keta yg parkin bhampiran)..i da pnatla asik prob jerh..

kuntraktor (seornk cine yg sgatlah cine..bpeloh cam mandi seb kerje seharian menskru dan mengadjust bende2 brat dan bisink) : yelah..aku bwat..u jgan riso..aku setel

gurl : aa..pastu jgan lope plak bg ceklist yg i mintak

kuntraktor : okay ceklist..setel prob ngan monitor plant..ok..ok..

dari tepi lalu saorank laki india yg familiar rupenya..salu blegar menjage kbersihan di skitar ti..memarahi makcik2 cleaner skire tidak bersih..bos cleaner2 la kire..dan die memegank sgulunk kertas..mngankat kenink kat gurl (die memank salu prasn mesra)..gurl skadar mengangok pale acknowledge..laki india twos bjaln lalu d sebla..tetibe..

paakkkkkk..hingap gulongn kertas itu d bahgian tepi peha kanan..skit lagi nk ngene bahgian pungonk..

(aku nk tolish carotan skan ni tapi bofen aku taske aku maki..ta cumel katenye)

~ sambungn ~
gurl : (terngange)

kuntraktor : (srentak ngan ngangaan gurl) berani die?? (wajh tercengank..)

gurl : (terngange lagi)

kuntraktor : ey u kena ankat repot la..suke ati die saje..banyak brani o..

gurl : (br ase nk nanges)

huhh
budo bukan..smpai arini aku maseh ingt walopan dkat 3 buln lepas tjadik

case 2 :

di celah2 cubicle opis..bgelak2 sdank begusips besame akak2 depatmen safety..aku menonkat bahu di ujunk dindink cubicle..blakangku tkelua skit d aisle..sedank sonok bgelak tawe kutok ngutoks..tetibe..

sesuatu saperti tapak tangan menekan di belakanku..saperti menyuroh aku kdepan..aku ingtkan teman pompan nak join boraks..aku sedank gelak..taputos tawe sambil noleh kbelakang..memnak kena budo lagi..

wajah laki india umor awal 50-an
layak dipangel pakcik joal putu mayam
slalu brusahe nk bwat cunversation ngn aku dlam lift
aku saperti bese..tkejot dan marh mluap2 mcm air didih nk kuar cerek
tapi hanye mampu tengange..

pakcik india bjalan pegi
gurauan apetah..
pas tengange n diye da pegi br aku mampu bcakp
dan ase cam nak nangesh skit
gerammnyee

otey..
conclusi dedue case ini ada beberape :
1) manusie kalo da tue memank makin gatal ~ kedue2 jentenn usie 50-an
2) kgatalan laki joge pada aku mnurot warne kulit..lebih darker lbey cenderunk kearah kegatalan
3) orank d ti (opis aku) gatal2 blake ~ bukn hanye aku kena ceni
4) aku memank lembap untok respon kalo disalahlakukan..aku hanye akn tengange steros mnangis dan marh later ~ lbey kuran 15saat delay..aku menci sifat aku yg toh ;@

*saketnye ati pk2 balik*

hugs n cioms
inda

sELitaN..

2008-04-03T01:37:00.000-07:00

i hv a fear of gettink stuck betwen lift doors..i owiz hv..kalo lalu nk masok @ kuar aku akn kepakan tgan sket spaye manela tau..kalau kalau..lift tu tetibe tetotop wpon ade orank da hold tekan butank..pintu ia ta kena badan aku..

mY heArt hAngS HeAvY

2008-03-28T13:23:00.000-07:00

current mood : miserable but not too miserable

hows dat?
i dunno myself..iv owiz col dis phase of mine wher i feel as tho im sepoz to do sumtink important by i din n i cant remembr wat is it so i feel uneasy n unpeaceful as 'lost'. Dis phase i called it LOST. i dun getit often..mebe once a yr? heh..sumtimes it bugged me how ungrateful human can be..by human i mean me..i mean iv evrytink n id want evrytink..but wen i oready hv n gotten evrytink dat i want il fel dat i dun wanit nemore.il want sum otha tinks.burok kn pangai? im gross myself *roll eyes*

***

prob sum otha tink dat caused lost is lack of spiritual feed. i tink its tru..im startink 2 get cnfused at wat i want in life *malas pk~nnt sume otey la kn?*..jejagelah kalo timink camni bil tepon pasti nek n zori n mastot wil get calls evry few minits wif me sobbink n cmplainink..hish..cian mreka ;)

***

but den again..im startink to fel dat my prinsip of 'malas pk kalo ta perlu' is wronk a bit. its ben my prinsip 4 as long as i can tink n it keeps me care-free n worry-free n hepi. its gud sumtimes so ur head wont get heavy but im startink to fel dat we are given brains to tink rite?

nahh

tink il jez stick to my prinsip

i tink da fud poisonink attackin me is startink to eat up my brain too..n my sleep

*sigh*

roger oud
inda

p/s : eres sum pix of zori's kunvo..i din get any pic wifhim in robe coz of sum ovrsensitiv melodramatic momentz..i tink i ruined my bfs kunvokesyen day..tho we do luk hepi in da pics. met sum of my clasmates too at da time..

sCRoLL iN HanD..sYuKuR..

2008-03-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

wat a packed weken..i went to jb to catch mortar in action durink his kunvo day..i pickd up his mak n makndak at alorgajah tol alonk da way..*smile*

~ da kunvokesyen ~
wel to sayit..on Sunday, 23rd March..zori a.k.a mortar a.k.a hubby saye *wink* got his scroll in chemical engine degree (bioproses : ta glamer.hiks)..it was his proud momentz n prob he dont wana biliv dis but its mine too. .da proudest iv had of him so far.heh :) we knew each otha way bck since 1st month we started in UTM in 2003 so i knw how its like durink his studytime..*soo nt series wif netink* except 4 his debat n me..as far as i cn rmember..

so havink him hold up a scrol in da jubah gave me a lump in my throt n well up my eyes..funy lukin at him as a protector now n sum1 who takes care of me wen lastime i felt he was jez a pointles guy wif jez agendas to hvfun n live life max..oyop..tebalik tok poyo..yeck nk muntah..b memen je yang:p heh tatot plak ngene mawah kutoks abg lelebey..heee

~ da job ~
now hes workin in g.e as an enginer n i cant stop braggink boud his job to neone dat is wilink to hear..ehe.i knw how to start braggink..flash wateva item he bought..cth: jam tangan..den ppl wil ask :
~ "eh chanteknyee..mane beli?"
~ il answer "takla niy zori bagi.." sambil senyum2 kunon bange belek2 item tesebot
~ "ah? iyerke..beshnyee.."..usualy ppl wil continue,
"yelah smenjak da keje ni mesti bg hadiah ye tak.."
~ dis is my cue to brag.." tula tapi kije diye penat..kat g.e kan..bla bla bla bla smpai orank bosan pndank2 kiri kanan..

ni tgah brag la gak niy sbenanye jike prasan
heheh..
well dis is a congrats entry 4 zori act
kungratz cyg
bebaloi jual ns lmak ngan beger sume kn yang?..hiw
love u

lots of smoochies
inda

SysTem On! YipPee!!

2008-03-20T03:56:00.000-07:00

now is almost 7.00pm
n im stil up wifoud sleep since 4.30am
my eyes are panda-like
my beauty sleep gone
buttt...

im bit hepi n relievd dat my system is finally up :)
pray dat nothink goes wronk
i din get any calls up to now from my techicians..gez its goink on fine
~ amin ~

not only dat..im jez back frm hair room wif cikin
hair room is da name of a salon in pj ~ iklan
i got acha haircut(ta jadik) n cikin got curls
finally..we got freetime
ehe

hugs n kishes
inda

i aM So So tiReD..

2008-03-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

*sigh*

iv heard of da pepatah nt to mengeloh nnt lari rezeki..but its been crazily tirink. i hv to plan for my new system tie-in (ol dis terms i learnd wen i started workin - it means online - or if ur stil wonderink, il say it my way: system jalan ) on 20th mornink. Dats wen da big bosses want it..so i hafta do it. Oh n i forgot to mention its DI water system..sumtink dat iv to take care of at work..iv to make it go online at 6.30am..yep u read it rite..6.30am coz dats wen da operators at plant go to breaks. So in order to get evrytink ready iv to wakeup at 4.30 n be at da plant by 5.30am..nutters..

btw im sepoz to post dis blog yesterday but was pressurd to go to sleep by sum1.

yg keletihan
inda

hoW wE flirT?

2008-03-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares n hits you alot. (just play hitting )
2. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
3. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
4. You hung up on him. He called you back.
5. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
6. He imitates your laugh.
7. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
8. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
8. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.

~ ow men..i am #5 'n' #3 'n' #7 ( i hated sarimah ibrahim coz zori likes him..but i usualy couldnt find wat to criticize her coz act deep inside i like her too..*smirk*) munkin aku bley kate mulot diye becok sgat cam makcik2 kowt..bley la tohh..nyemmmm

milk 'n' creamies
inda

LeLa's buFdey sepriSe

2008-03-16T20:32:00.000-07:00

phewitt..im writink dis blog kat tempat kije! how boudat? :p
my boss is on e-leave make bermaharajelela la kite..yippeee

jez wana recap on my sunday..sat dah wat : gi colmar..(love dat place) on sunday we seprise lela aka kaklonk of 6jayz for her bufdey!! da seprise menjadik i tink evn tho i arrive bit late..seprise da bwat da pon seb lela da tsmpai awl. i ran ol da way frm p2 to 3rd floor mid valley tau u guys to hurry up..dunplay2:p but den afta i came we sang bufdey anthem, tk pictures, cut cake n start pwezen giving..sweet moments :) kaklonk luk hepi n we r ol so hepi coz tink da lastime we sat ther ol 6 of us was durink kunvo time..ms kawen angah sozikon darlenk wasnt ther..i forgot how noisy n loud we were.patot dak laki skk asek bisink.dulik lew ye x? hihi

den afta bufdey celeb we tried cathink da muvi 'duyunk' but afta discussion2 we bought 10000bc instead. prob its bcoz of da timink..c its not bcoz i dun wanna sepot local muvi industry bt da timink was olwiz nt rite.ptank sgatla..dah penuhla (dunie br..kecewa me n ani..)..so we watchd 10000bc...bit gory n masculine-like but it was gud. my fav character in da muvi : spear tooth..back-off evryone! hiw..

den we cheerd skejap on lel (she got bolink tournament dat same time..dats y we seprise her @mid) we ol terngange on wat a pro shes now on bolink..cayala lelaa..bravo..dulu masok lungkang jer.br berpisah ta smpai setaun..hiw n we talk2 outside bolink place den i went back..how i mis dem n utm n tmn n jb..our memoirs r mostly ther..missink da time wif a knot in da tummy *sigh*

p/s : pulank nk byar tiket parkir kusedar tiketku ilank make pegi kuar doit byar 50 denda tapi balik umah tjumpe tiket balik dalam beg..*loser momentz* :p

hugs n cookies
inda

mY cOlmar tRopicale ouTink

2008-03-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

yippee! anotha entry..heh

its been a realy bz wikend..i din evn hv time to clean my rum eheh. n i din spend dat much time wif my daddy either :( felt bad but i promis to make it up to him nextwek wen he came bck..pwomis:p

~ colmar tropicale aka bukit tinggi, pahank ~

hiw..dis weken zori came to kl..he was tired workin nite shift n burdened wif work pwob n yet my mortar came. hes realy my hero :) dah lari topic plak..hiw. well we decided to go picnic @ bukit tinggi atau name glamer bukit tinggi d pahank. or correction : it was my idea..*smug*..ehe.its my 2nd time ther n as i remembered its realy pretty evn tho not as cold..i went boud 3years ago..maen rabbit wif adik n nafa n mama n dady:)

entrance to colmar is 16ingit per person..for 16bucks u can visit da village, da japanese tea garden n oso da rabbit haus.3 in 1 otey heh..i tink its worth it. but da fud n drinks r not..4.50 for a mineral water (small k..) is bit pushink it. dhla kami on a tight budget..masalah kewangn tol. first we jez walk at da village n visit restrooms (tu je yg kami mampu) den afta takin pics lumpat2 cam urank jakun we went to wait for da tram to take us to japanese garden. now..da japanese garden is realy sumtink :) i had fun ther..its pretty n chilly n green n had nice2 colorful flowers..i wantd to steal da lavender dat they r growink but my conscience telme not to..ishk..tapi blik ase rugi plak..i couldve steal it n try to grow it inside da fridge..can o not? tink can..

most of da trip we spent at da garden je.afta we oso went to da rebit haus but i got itches at my skin afta pettink them n zori dragged me outta da rebit haus n into da car..bleps ;@ who cud resist touchink them..dey r so cute. thers evn da babies..cumey..;) but da small kiddies who visited kept chasink afta dem (dey r not pettink dey r pressink) n it pissed me a lil..tatotla haiwan2 tersebot..kanak2 memank kijam kdang2..

well..u tink dats boud it? noway..

jez wen i thot da fun is ovr..wen wer headink back goink downhil..thers a huge chopper (wel..not huge but iv nver realy seen helicopterz up close:p) at da H place..dunno wat its called. n i jez needed to hv a pic wif it. meshtila kn..so we stopped da car n zori asked da guard whether we can tk pix..sket pon tapela..n he said yes! hehe so click2 we went..only me..zori malu..da chopper belongs to vincent tan..berjaya owner. kaye tol..da interior design was ol gold k..mebe not real gold but stil da color is gold..vv da classy :)

well dats jez it for my trip. afta dat i followd zori went car huntink. pon besh gak wpon panash tahap ciken n wer act wifoud money..yehee..

hugs n kishies

inda

p/s : sumore pics..hiw get jelesh get jelesh!!

kEteNangan ciKin

2008-03-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

ini sbenarnyer motiv i mauk nulish blog tadi
untok menjelaskn ketenangn cikin swaktu kejadian nyonya tdiy
xtraordinary
smentare i ngah menjerit dan membunyikan hon berkali2
cikin kelihatan amat tenank
sambil memandank ke kereta yg padahal tgah backin di kawasn diye
yoi sepi d blakan
i prasan kesepian mreka namun trlalu bz jerit dan hon
cikin tidak berkate ape2 smpai jejaka india toh datank tok menyelamatkn kami
dan ktenangn wajah diye saperti tiade kecemasn brlaku
yoi da bersuare
tapi cikin masey tenank..smpaila timink glak br diye bereaksi..menci i.hehehehe
lucu la u..
(ngan ko pasn tak aku try masokkn keta lam parkin ta mwat toh)
pdahal aku da tau ta mwat..panic nyer pasl
tindakn tanpe sedar
loser tol..hehe

cPr trAinink dAy ~ hAmpir keNa lanGGar dAy

2008-03-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

well today has been besh n nuts at da sm time..

~ cpr ~
i went for cpr trainink wic is realy nice
da trainers r ol auntie2 n 1pakcik wic is vvv fwenly..dey evn gave me special personal trenink coz i went in late..baik shangat ;)

a pick frm da scene :
~"kak..da penat sy pam ni kak..kena bwat ke sume 5cycle?"(21..22..23..huhhhh..28...)
~"bwatla..nant x paham.."
~(keep on pumpink) "tapi sy talarat niy kak..(breathes loudly mcm jogink) konon2 da wat la sume 5kali ek kak?"
~(silence)

bley x? so i went to pump all 30 chest pumps 5times..30 x 5 = 150 pumps otey.by the time i finish my back was ol sweaty. but my patunk chest moves at da end wen i blow. hehe i like dat. n kakak trainer smiled widely. da trenink was realy2 dtail..i can do cpr now to any unconcious ppl on da street..prob for 1 month or so den i wil forget..rugi anta aku trenink. i hope i pass da test tho..

~ n2 tanker ~
my job is jez drivink me nuts. my n2 tank low level again..den i started getink calls frm ol ovr..so i had to hurry back frm trenink n did sum calculation cepat2..so much for balik cpat

~ haircut ~
thot i wana balik cpat to go salon wif cikin. i ned a haircut. tapi gare2 opis i arrive late n ol salon close. benci. we went to uptown instead to grab a bite (oyster egg..yummie!) n ges wat..read on next item

~ nyonya nak langar keta ~
i was ondafon wif zori smbil drivink wit cikin n yoi..nk park kat uptown. n suddenly..jeng jeng.."eh maz..".."ape?" i luk left n see an old lady backin up her car in my direction..to da left side of my car. 'urm..hon la sket seb orank tue'..but she kept backin..i honked again..i thot she looked left but she kept on backing..'alamak nk reverse ke? tidakk gen2 br aku!'..i honked once..twice..(she's stil reversink) den i started yellink inside da car "oiiii..(honk2x)..oiii..ey..oi" honk honk honk..she kept backin da tingai 1 cm ase nak kena dis one indian guy came to our rescue. he slapped hard onda butt of her car..br nyonye brenti..my hand got clammy n my head got dizzy..it was real close. cyg rommie(name gen2 aku) kalo x da bebekas da pingank kiri diye kn..but i din do a thanx nod at da indian guy..real thanx if not for u..hishh i dun evn dare to tink..

so dat was my day
nuts wasnt it
im soo tired
jez waitink 4 zori to geton bus
den il sleep

aDele-chaSing pAvemenT

2008-03-13T07:58:00.000-07:00

dis song has been playink in my head a lot lately
n da vclip is difren
i tried putink it up ere but im stil slow in ol dis it stuffz i tink *smug*

rinDu

2008-03-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

windu
aku ase aku la yg palink paham windu tu mcmane
makne die yg palink sedalam2 pon aku paham
windu tu kalo gado n ckap nk break
tp ltak je tepon ase kosonk
ngn saket pwot
pastu arap orank tu tepon balik

tp orank tu tepon blik akat tepon start saket ati smule
seb akat tepon gak walopun da jnji takan akat..seumur idop kunon
pastu prasaan yank palink dbenci dtank
prasaan ase cam orank bodo
tapi disebab aku pempan lembik joge cengenk
lagi lebey windu dr marh
aku stay je di tepon

1ari aku jnji kat dri sndrik
aku akn ade gurl power
dimane aku akn jdik pempan kwat dan akn tukar number pas ckap nk break
mcm pempan2 kwat yg len
jnji pandu putri 3 jari

bOra aSmaRa

2008-03-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

can't believe im writink again afta eatink..dis has gotta stop!
hehe
dunwory il stay obsessed at sumtink not 4 too long:p

bora asmara :

~ we spent cikin's bufdey ther..n it was soo pretty. its like a hawaiian setup or m'sians beach type restaurant..i likeit! ther's evn a band ther wif their gitars n gendank..cute :) n palm trees..n da milkshake was realy milky..i lurve ;~p

~ da place was soo ulu i thot i was oready lost..its beside n infront of sumones house to be exact

~ at da restrum its written wanita 'n' pria..how cute is dat? hehe

~ it was sooo much like one of my fevret place in jb : anjunk waresan. im missink jb so much. now tink i prob jez need to survey hard enuff to find ol da coool2 places to eat ere. iv alwiz thot dat ppl in kl r too mall-oriented

~ our table : jez a short table n we had to sit cross-legged 'n' da table was put inside a gazebo wif atap nipah. thers langsir n nice decor wif dim lamps..cant wait to show zori da place..i knw he'l loveit too..bora shud pay me for dis..ere's a pic but u cant realy c da place..

oH waT a Day..

2008-03-10T04:31:00.000-07:00

7.32 - im lazink in frnt of my beloved laptop br pulank kije.
tummy lapa so nungu dinner sosej cheese. omputey bukan?

*sigh* penatnyee

well today my presentation dat iv been dreadink over da wekend is finally ovr. my boss came ovr few times to check my slides b4 i present..tink its bcoz of da silly2 wronk infos dat i put up in my slides at previous pesentation til ol my bosses start luking luking at each otha. prob in their head tinkin "men bantai je dahla br kije..pastoh senyum2 pasan kiut.gelik aku" hee (bos pempan jela..laki x) soryla kan bos2 niy..dey jez dont forget:p but nevamind its ovr n i tink it went out fine..now iv only to worry bout ts audit (ready nak tipu data!)

okeyh sosej time! inda oud
*blows kishes*

m'Sia's mEngunDi afTermaTh

2008-03-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

yikes..
serious topic ere a bit lads n gents..mengundi *sigh*

now afta ol da result is out, im startink to feel bit bad 4 not registerink to vote. so r my fwens..imuts : kite br je ckap takot kerajaan mesia brubah kat bora asmara kn cygs..nyeeeee.

tink is we ol thot dat kerajaan mesia da cokop kukuh suda. but i guess not. n in my honest opinion..tink da loss is more to ol da gov supporters beink too relax n overcnfident..i mean talkin bout me n my fwens..we din realy tink dat misink out 10 or 20 votes frm us wil make a diffrence.ther must be lotsa n lotsa otha ppl out ther who will be votink same as us neways.n my parentz din vote coz dey were lazy to drive "alaa..bn menank lah..dunwory..". well now it shows..while we were bz havink fun n beink too 'lalai'..those pembankangs did not.

its a lil bit like af isn't it? da person beink at da top will owiz fall down..coz the supporterz r oready relaxed *scrathes head*..otey before i sound racist pls stop dis..hiw:p

jez dat pls remind me to vote nxtimink voting day come..lg 4 tahun sy pon dah tue..arap2 ms toh da kawen ngan mortar :p (selingan)

xoxo n chupps
inda

icE brEakinG For dA 10th tiMe

2008-03-08T22:28:00.001-08:00

pekaboo ;)
iv finished decoratink my blog..so now its launchink time.hee

ere's da place wher im gonna rite ol my sayinks frm now on. heh .iv a frenster blog wic is newly done too wif few blogs init..but its not so decorable (is ther evn such word:p) so iv decided to open up a new 1 ere. cant biliv da time spent over my wekends to do up dis blog *shakes head*. dahla curik connection neighbor sebla..cheapo:p but it prevents me frm goink shopink n trashin my gaji so read on n hvfun otey? :)

hugs n cookies
inda